update!

Been away for a while but I wanna start blogging shit again so yeah..

UPDATE!

   I am getting into lolita and gyaru because it is just too awesome, the style really speaks to me too. Gyaru is something I can wear everyday and make me feel girly for once, same with lolita. Growing up I was given hand me downs from my brother because my family did not have enough money to go out to by me girl clothes, this caused me to become a tomboy. I wanted to be a boy so bad because I admired my brother a lot and wanted to be like him and this caused me to eat like him, which caused me to gain weight, so I became pretty fat. After losing that weight, I got into anime and really liked guy characters, so I wanted to be like them and I started by cutting my hair short and cosplaying as guy characters. Finally I read a lot of shoujo manga and i fell upon GALS! and started dressing like a gyaru last year and then came upon lolita. Fell in love with it, I feel very happy and girly wearing lolita and I feel what I have been missing in my childhood and I feel incredibly cute for once! 

  I have recently contacted the Atlanta lolita community recently on their facebook page, Wednesday and hope that they will add me to their group, so that I can make some lolita friends! But I'm kind of worried if anyone will have a problem of me wearing bodyline, it's cheap and the site is english friendly. I really don't want to be an ita , I think I did a good amount of research to avoid looking like one, I just don't know dress names :/ but I know brands, so I will study more of that stuff! I plan on buying my first brand dress on my birthday and just love it. Thanks for reading and hope you enjoy life!